I thought I was at a place where I was ready to make a calendar again last week and start training. But, the thought of racing still makes me want to throw up (side note: yesterday I started coughing because I had a tickle in the back of my throat, but I was trying not to cough because I was interviewing someone, so then I threw up a little in my mouth on accident).
So, I didn’t really start training again. I did some workouts last week and just sort of dicked around.
But, I’m not quite ready to give up totally on the season, or on triathlon. I think. Maybe. I don’t know.
And if you don’t train in July, then you might as well not race August and September and just give up.
So, officially, where I am at is: I guess I’ll start training and decide about racing later? Maybe.